Authentic Beauty.

i woke up ridiculously early today [ which was at 1330!! ].
had to attend my second cousin's wedding at Choa Chu Kang [ second as in, my cousin's cousin ].
but first, my dad drove us to Bukit Panjang.
to fetch my beloved niece, Syura.
she wore a pink baju kurung with her hair tied into two ponytails.
how cute!

then we proceed to CCK for the wedding.
the reception just now was.. hmm... ok2 lah.
while me and family was walking towards the multi-purpose hall, i could see my other nieces from far.
one of them, Dina, when she caught sight of me, her eyeball went rounder.
ha. ha.
Auntie!!!
that was the only word she could summon when she saw my face.
the other one, Alyaa, came straight at me and salam.
my first warning to her: Today no play, no shouts, no Auntie Azrin.
and she understood.
but whyyy didn't Syasya, Shaza & Nayli came????
i miss them.
hmph.. ):

and of course, my own niece Syura, was all angel, as usual.
the only thing she would do when asked anything was- shake her head.
when brought to the playground, she simply sat beside me.
it takes time for her to adapt to her surroundings and socialise.
unlike my other cousins' daughters, they are just too friendly.
maybe that's part of the boyan blood in all of us.
[ Syura got DKK from her mother. ] go find that out yourself.
heh.

oh yes, and one last thing.
the karaoke-ing people.
those ladies should be retiring by now.
but instead, they are singing for people's wedding.
i wonder if they get paid for that.
and luckily, some guys came up to the deejay to replace those women.
those guys are most likely to be the groom's friends [ the groom is my 2nd cousin lah tu ].
i didn't know that he's involved in "design motor".

the first pair, two guys, sang Butakah Cinta.
i gotta admit, while i was gorging myself on my nasi padang, i couldn't help to avoid the fact that i was melting when i listened to them sing.
it's not their faces [ bukannya handsome sangat dorang tu ].
it was their voice, when they sang.
mak kau! tak bleh angkat beb..
ha! ha! ha!
sorry baby. [ my heart is still for you k ]
the next song by another pair was Lamunan Terhenti.
kiwekk.. lagu kenangan sak tu.
urgh! i don't wanna think about that memory though.

okay. enough of boys.
now, i have to go wash the dye on my hair.
it has been on my head for the past three hours.
hah. i am sooo gonna spoil my hair again.
by the way, it's red f.y.i.
i ordered my brother to highlight for me.
but i think he'd just did it on my whole hair.
heh. wth.
i really better go now.
ciao.

terhenti lamunan
bila ku dikejutkan
engkau dipimpin pergi
oleh seseorang
dalam keterpaksaan
kau melangkah kaki
namun sempat jua kau menoleh ku disini
dalam keterpaksaan
kau melangkah pergi
namun sempat jua kau menoleh ku di sini

Friday, February 23, 2007 .

i'm UPSET. 19:15

ever felt like the world crashing down on you after all your high hopes had been smashed onto the wall?

okay, i know i'm kinda over-reacting.

but heck!

i was such a happy bird this morning.

thinking that i'd be able to meet my prince in the evening later.

and all that hope had to be thrown away.

because of some miscommunication, i think.

it's my mum actually.

she told me she has no plans tonight, but it turned out, she had to go for the rewang thingy.

i don't blame her lah of course.

it's not her fault that she's been called to come.

but some people should understand that she'd just came back from night shift work.

she deserve some rest and peace, doesn't she?

no matter what, she's still coming tomorrow afternoon what.

sheesh!

poor mummy.

had to be woken up by those persisting calls and texts from her mobile.

and now, yet again, i'm stuck bored at home.

i'm thinking of going out and send Din home by bus.

but the weather is not giving me any chances to step out of the house.

oh ya, and screw tht schedule i made this morning.
it's totally wrecked.

i hung on the phone with him till 0815.
slept at about 0830.
and woke up at 1540.

i did help my mum, but only in the kitchen.
the house is still in a mess, and i'm not motivated to dust and clean any part of it, cause nobody is coming tonight. ):
so there's no point cleaning up. /:

yes, i AM upset.

cause i can't meet my baby tomorrow!

shitass.

when i'm busy, he's available.

but when i'm free, he's busy.

i guess the only thing i can look forward to now is that i'm meeting my grandmama and my naughty nieces tomorrow.

yeshh!

and i shall be their "victim", again, tomorrow.

hah. it's like they could read a signboard on my back saying, "Hello, I'm Auntie Azrin. Come bully me."

and there we go, with Alyaa calling my name every 5minutes.

Auntie Azrin, Auntie Azrin, Auntie Azrin.

now i miss Din's nieces.

they look innocent, but they have naughty minds, just like their own uncle Din.

PATIENCE; my foot! 05:50

boring larh.

if i go on with my life like this, you all will receive invitation to my grand funeral very soon.

okay, just kidding. [ only because i know someone hates to hear me saying like this ]

but seriously, i'm stuck and feeling bleah being at home.

yes, i'm free to go out, but where?

my family is like doing their own stuff everyday.

Din is only free for me after seven on weekdays or just the weekends.

my girlfriends. sheesh.

one works like almost all the time,

another either school or boyfriend,

the rest remained silent.

i still remembered, in January, i was very much anxious about getting my o' results.

i'd keep saying, "i can't wait, i can't wait.."

although i'd shiver at the thought of getting shit as my grades.

yet i can't believe that i'm still chanting the same phrase.

despite the fact that i'd looked over and over again at my results slip.

and i had even slept with it once.

now, i have to wait till March for my posting results.

and might even have to further wait till April for orientation.

and Oh God, please give me a place in MI.

i will be a good girl there. @.@

"It pays to be patient."- pantat!

mendak tau asik dok ruma jek.

i'm producing flabs at the wrong places already sia.

luckily my legs are still in good, long and sexy shape.

hee. y'all have to agree with that right?

it's quite unsightful to see legs or arses with those kind of ever-so-obvious fats.

where you could actually see the lines and caving-in dots.

you know what i mean?

yeah.. okay, Eww that now...

hmm.. coming to think of it, if i'd manage to get into MI, it means i'd have to wear school uniform again.

and then, i can show off my beautiful legs under that blue skirt.

ha! ha! ha!

my schedule for today:
wake him up - 0545

sleep - 0600

wakey / eat / shit - 1300

assist my mum [ learning to be a housewife ] - 1430
1living room should be sparkling clean and arranged, 2my room looking decent enough, 3food is all set, 4i am all showered and ready. - by 1830

have my guests seated & POOF! - 1930

ha! ha!

what lame crap that is.

but nah, it's nothing for the public to know.

maybe the only info i'd say is, Din is coming. YAY!

ohsheeshakababoom.

now i remembered.

i'm supposed to be missing him.

okay, i DO miss him.

its just that i'm putting aside that feeling, cause it will only make me go shadd.

awww...

now, let's end this entry with his pic.

alahh.. shiann lah dia kena paksa amek gambar.

5mins ago, i'd just called him. and whee~! i'm going over cloud nine. it perks me up each time i hear him answering the phone in the morning. cause he will sound ever so cute. not forgetting, masham! >.<

Thursday, February 22, 2007 .

FIRST; commencement / announcement ? 05:41

finally, with help from Dee at 0420 in the wee hours, i managed to create a proper blog for myself.

i will slowly hunt for my mates and add them onto my links.

whoever who'd read this, please report at the tagboard please.

i must know your presence.

tee hee.

my previous blog at my msn space might be deleted very soon.

basically because i'd had many weird and scary readers from all over the world.

well, i don't mind Italians but Turks???

no offence against that nationality but, generally, their men are very disgusting, really.

why do their first questions have to be about kcuf ? ? ?

real sick in the mind.

i have proof you know.

urgh!

i might have to change my email address again.

okay. i'd been yawning for more than seven times for the past minute now.
why not? it's 6 o'clock in the morning.
time to go make a wake-up call.
tata!

bleargh.