I have many things to talk about now. But I don't know where to start. Hmm..
On Monday, Laila came to RP! Yeah. She called me during second breakout. Met her somewhere near block W1, then we went somehow around the whole school just to go back to my block, W2. In class, I took out my digicam (I don't know why I decided to bring it on that day, maybe cause I could feel my cam-bitch is coming, hah!) and we went to meet Yana whose class is at the same block and same floor as me. Thanks Yana for that ghostly story. Heh. So we took crappy videos and innovative pics. Okay lah, not really that innovative but hey, I liked it all! Here is just the first part with Yana:
See how Laila's eyes can seduce. Hah.
And she still hasn't change since secondary school. ;)
Nowadays' girls' favourite pose.
Yana and me look almost the same kan?
In here, my right hand looks so wrong. X)
Before Yana left..
Then there were still lotsa time for me and Laila, so we both cam-bitched.
Very much like those cartoon pics, i.e. big heads, small bodies.
And then, we had our own maciam-studio-like photos taken.
I dare say, Laila's hands are blessed to make her a superbly good photographer. Really can't deny that. See how much better the pics look when she takes it compared to me! Haha. Or maybe is it just the flash? Hehe.
Actually I wish to continue but I have to go get ready now to work. There's still about the chalet topic that I wanna talk about but it seems that time doesn't permit me now. Shall update as soon as I can.
BEFORE YOU LEAVE, TAG ME! Hah. Case paksa sak. No lah. Laila made my hair that way so no questions please...
I'm back in school lah sey. Hah. Kinda miss the old classmates. Now, some of them like changed already uh. Haha. Including me also lah k. Alvin is getting way way irritating now. But I still love him. (: Yeah. Rightchers!
I might be overnight-ing at chalet tonight. Haish.. See first lah huh. Okay peeps, I'll be working on Wed, Fri & Sun. Find me there anytime lah k. Anyway, the EXPECTED VISITORS didn't turn up lah of course. Don't worry, I'm not mad at anyone. And if I'm not wrong, I think this will be my final week at Suntec Starbucks. Sad liao lah. Puspita not working anymore also. Haish..
Oh yes, one fine day I will go down to One Fullerton and skin that Zaini alive lah. YEARGH!!!
Actually I have nothing to say lah. So bobye~
Friday, June 22, 2007 .
Hibernate & Refresh
23:54
After weeks of hibernation, I'm half-awake now. So school was supposed to start last Monday, after the 2 weeks break. But heh, somehow I'd unintentionally gave myself an extra week of break. Tuesday, my second brother got married so first day off. Wednesday, thought it would be no harm to get second day off. Thursday, I'd accidentally went back to sleep. Friday, though schoolbag's all packed, my eyes still insisted on closing till noon.
So yeah. I'm basically a lazy bum. Sleeps all day, stays up almost all night. Damn I need ta change.
Was attached to one of Suntec's Starbucks outlet for my past two shifts. Seriously, I can't tell whether they were sincere or not, but hell, the baristas were really nice and cute. To name some, there were Bob, Mas, Suzie, Aishah, Jeremy, Oya (I don't know how to spell arh). Amar was together with me also during some of the trainings. Met Zaini, One Fullerton's manager. Surprisingly, he was from Yishun Town! But of Class way back in the 90's - 1998. I was only Primary Two then lah dei. Hah. Somehow, the way he speaks to me, reminds me of Idi. Idi is my sweet-and-loving [not.] learning coach back at my permanent outlet. Speaking of which, there will be a chalet for all SB-RC baristas on Monday. And I have to pay $5 for that. *ka-ching* There goes my green bucks~
Tomorrow working 12 to 10. Expecting visitors! A friend whom I had never met before (it's a long story between me and her, but since she's working around the area, she's dropping by!) and my dear cousins. Hmm.. I'm just afraid I might not be able to entertain you guys cause I'm still undergoing in-store training, so it's like kinda hard. But don't fret, I shall do my best. Heh.
So yeah, I'd decided to change my blog layout as a way to refresh myself after my 3 weeks of holiday. Like I'd said, I'ma work, school, work and more work until I'm satisfied. Yeah.
But now, I'm going hunting in the kitchen. Hungry!
Monday, June 11, 2007 .
02:22
BIG BROVAZ LYRICS
"Baby Boy"
From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year we spent together
How it’s been, what we went through
Although we’ve had our little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through
Baby girl you’re my world, my everything
I wanna lace you with diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me that you love me, looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up again tomorrow baby - what
[Chorus:]
My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I spend with you
You make me believe I have nothing to loose (and)
Deep down I always knew that you would be mine
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling that this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost, I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle
With you carrying my child, C’mon
~[Chorus]
If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love
Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you one day baby eh..
~[Chorus / Outro]
[Thanks to AnGeLiC_sAz@hotmail.com for these lyrics]
[Thanks to majobabe@xtra.co.nz for correcting these lyrics]
[ www.azlyrics.com ]
[Thanks to Azrin_author@blogger.com for posting this. Heh. Extra only.]
The only person coming to my mind each time this song is being played:
Sunday, June 10, 2007 .
00:15
Don't worry. The text is in red cause I just felt that black is taking over my entire life already now. So no animals were harmed. (Okay, no link.)
Today, went for my second training at Starbucks HQ- Service at Starbucks. After 3 hours in the training room, I realised that what I was doing all that time is totally related to my course back in RP. Thanks to Yasser (okay, I got his name wrong with that Fareez) for asking me what course am I taking. So when I spit that mouthful words, I realised, yeah, it was all about Customer Relationship and Service Management. Hah. So I guess I'm ahead of time huh. Hmm... Suddenly I wonder, since I can relate this job industry to my course, I wonder what can be related to Supply Chain Management... Hehehe. Oops!
Cameron Diaz look abit like Reese Witherspoon right? Or is there something wrong with my eye? And did Christina Aguilera really went for bust implant?, cause it's like super humongous for her size.
That was like totally random lah.
So later morning I'll be watching him play for 90 minutes. And then, watch him go the next minute. Haiz.. Just now also, we only get to meet for not more than 2 hours sey. We only spend our time chatting with friends, walking and mrt-ing. Never get to be really alone together. But it's no big. We've got better thingsto think about and do. Yeah. We have goals to target and all that. Just with this, we can spend good time together lah, being partners. Yeah. Jia you us!
Went back to cafe just now, after AGES. Met the team and all them. And it's super hot lah can, now that the cafe is closed and we had to sit outside. But then again, received good interesting and exciting news. Gotta take action quick ah. No more time to waste. After so long of being lost touch with everything. when I met them all, got back my confidence now yea. Watch Azrin fly! Yeah right~ And I saw Hitam (black in Malay) again, my cat's other half. Haha. Still that same old cat lah, as lazy as my Puteh (white in Malay).
If some of you don't understand what I'm talking about in the previous para, never mind. You all will eventually know k, for those who don't. The one who is smart enough, just hush.
Just adding this to remind myself that later, at 1945hrs, there's Shrek 2. A must MUST watch for me. Anybody else who think they are kind enough, feel free to remind me okay.
Wanna play my Burger Island game now lah. It's from Yahoo, and kinda lame. But who cares? I like lei. And I can't play CS cause I have no new AAA batteries for my mouse. That is super sad lah right. )): Anyone can donate me a pair now?
Friday, June 8, 2007 .
04:02
Another post since I ain't that sleepy now. Hmm.. Let me think of anything random. Maybe I'll start with my life.
Now that I have a job, thought there would be some changes. But things at home remains the same. Each time I come home either from work or play, there would sure be one thing that isn't right at home. Each person, one complication at least. And of all, I pity my mum. Seriously lah. She's really very lonely and I can tell that. I'm just doing my best here to keep her accompanied. Or at least I've tried, and am still at it.
Boyfriend, I'm missing him. Simply cause he's not here tonight. And I'm still feeling bad about yesterday. I shouldn't neglected him like that. It was so wrong. I hope I don't make the same mistake again.
Classmates asked me out later afternoon. But I'm afraid to go out with them. I might just end up in the same kind of trap like the other night. Blindly meet them at Cineleisure's KBox, just to find out that each of us had to pay some amount when I have zero pennies and say, $1 in my bank. That's how I owe Matt $1,000 (not the true figure). KBox experience was good though. Especially when you get to sing your classmates' names' song, i.e. Desiree & Nikita. And have your boyfriend sing for you in front of your friends. Muackz lah!
Suddenly, I felt like writing a poem/song with the word 'Starbucks' in it. Hmm...
It was good to hang around with Laila once again.
I feel kinda sad that I can't spend as much as my friends. Including having meals, even at coffeeshops.
I'm missing a lot of people now. Just to name some who likes to tell me about their life or just anything ...
; Kak Shil for her forever complaints (I'm not complaining, just complimenting that you're unique!),
; Firdaus for his long-winded stories,
; Shasha for her crazy talk,
; Lala with her hatred attitude,
; Ijan (my brother) for his experience with life outside,
; Ayie for his relationship & politic conflicts,
; Alwiyah for her story life.
These are some of the things that I get used to doing last time, that now that they're missing, I feel somethings are amissed.
I miss my Nenek (grandmum) too, Abus (my youngest aunt), Mak Dah and Owie (my aunt and niece at Jurong), my cousin Kak Yun, all that naughty nieces and nephews of mine, Din's nieces, Din's mum, Din's dad, Din's bro, 4E4 (my sec sch class), W26Q (my RP class), my folks at CIE ... Argh! What's with me now?!
I just miss people who made marks in my life diary. But I don't miss my sec sch teachers' naggings and personal counselling at me. HAH!
Okay, I really should hit the bed now. In my bro's room tonight. Ciao~
02:32
First things first:HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILA! WEE~
Okay, so my previous post was abruptly ended. But actually, I'd typed them few days ago but only decided to post it just now. And since I'd forgotten what happened, that's th best I could say, "....gtg....".
Here is some little news about me: I've gotten myself a job at one Starbucks in town area. Exact location, ask me personally aight. But if anyone of you are hoping for a free drink, I regret to say that I can't give you that. But I could try giving you all discount yea. Come down to my store sometime after the twelfth yah. It's very much prominent since it's a very busy place.
Just now I went for my first (second, if including the First Impressions one) training at Tanjong Pagar, the Starbucks HQ. It was good experience. Especially when you realise that your ex-secondary-school-classmate's name is on the list when you mark the attendance. Yeah. It was NurLaila Bte Mazlan that I saw. Super happy lah can. Finally there's a reason for us to be in the same class again. Hah. It was pure coincidence lah. So it was like back to the first day of school in RP, where there were Niki, Jas and me (the 3 schoolmates) in one class. Now there's the 3 classmates, silence was broken. But then, our spirit didn't really seeped through our "classmates".
Anyway, all of them were cool. In my group, there were Fiza (the girl who asked me if I smoke), Reez (that ALOTLOT manager), Indra (the cute one), Halim (with the fierce-look face) and myself (no comments). Then there's Ash who gave me one of her wanton. Jocelyn, I'm sorry you've got crazy colleagues at your store, i.e. Laila and Yana. Heh. Fareez, is it?, that thorn among the roses. Este was cute, and damn she's from NUS, and happens to look similar like my cousin who used to be in NUS as well. Eda was the full-time girl who sat beside me with her handphone that kept vibrating. I didn't catch this guy's name but I know he works at Starbucks Airport Terminal 2. Heh. Funny how I can remember where they work easily but not their names. I've mentioned Laila already right. And of course if it's not my cha bor namely, Jasmine. Ever since I started going out with her and all, I'd turned up for things early :) . That's something new about Azrin. Except that, I had to make her wait for me for the past two days already.
So there were 13 of us, plus the coach Kiat, who is a district manager somewhere in the east. Hope to meet them all again this Saturday for the next training.
Did you know that coffee grows only within the tropic of Cancer and the tropic of Capricorn? Plus, Colombia coffee tastes and smells a bit like ciggarette. And that Starbucks first logo was kinda obscene with that siren showing off its nippies. (Reminding me of Jas' adventure story.. Heh.) Anyway a Siren is like a mermaid but it has two tails instead. Yeah. Next time, take a closer look at the logo yah. You will get what I mean.
Enough of coffee now. I shall knock off then. But before I do ...
I'm sorry I didn't care enough for you or gave you the attention that you should get. I admit I'm being kinda careless and forgetful. I think I'd hurt you this time. I'll do my best to be a better girlfriend for you next time. Don't say no. This is my own decision. I love you and it's my responsibility somehow that you shouldn't suffer. I'm truly very sorry. I realise my mistake already now, although you're not having anything against me. I love you. And my mum scolded me again because of you know. *sob*
Monday, June 4, 2007 .
01:21
Police Day Parade was ooh-ooh-ooh!! Hah. Up, down, left, right I see all guys in blue uniform. Especially the seat we got. All around me, except Din sitting on my left of course, were botak guys. Hahak. Even that small boy sitting in front of me was botak too. Hehe. He is super cute + noisy lah can. That chinese NS guy beside me was kinda cute, but the malay one beside me is cuter. Hehehe. Okay, enough about them guys.
In all, the parade and stuff all made me proud to be an ex-policewoman's daughter. Yeahh. Especially the SOC (Special Operations Command). I was dying to see the STAR Unit peeps in action, but as some of you know, they never reveal themselves. The performances by the police were cool. The dance performances were good too, cause they gave me the cue that I should start eating on my pizza (I brought two large slices from home). Oh yes, lastly, I like it when they call the guests to stand up, although it was a freaking lotsa times. Basically because I could turn to see my baby in totally full-u with that peaked cap just above his sepet eyes. Handsome, sachok, tampan, plainly wow! Hah.
Unfortunately, I didn't manage to get the camera before I left home. Haish~ If not I could fantasize all night looking at his pics in uniform. Okay, that doesn't sound quite right. But heck!
After making Din and brother walk a long distance by the river, and just before boarding the bus, I found out that my ez-link card is missing!!! Trouble. Walked all the way back to the indoor stadium to my dismay, couldn't find anything. Double trouble! And so we went off so the sadly. Okay, I was the one who was super sad there.
However, the three of us had a good time then. Cause we all decided to walk all the way to Esplanade. The route that we took, is the path that hold sweet memories of me and Din on different nights.
{Flashing back} It was after a horrible dinner at somewhere near Beach Road with my family and Din. It was horrible cause the tulang merah was bleargh. Anyway, after that meal, being our one-of-those-monthiversary-days, I decided to spend some time alone with him. So I asked the family to go ahead home while me and Din hang around town a while. We had a great time. While walking below the highway, he sang his lungs out those sappy Malay songs, which I'd originally hated, to me. He'd changed the whole meaning of all those sentimental songs. Thank you baby. And the night got better while I was lying down on his lap by the river. Out of thin air, came beautiful fireworks flashing up in the dark blue starred sky. It was mesmerizing. No doubt bout it. The best monthiversary ever. It could have been splendid if all those had waited till our anniversary. Nevertheless, I'm thankful to God for this priceless gift.
Back to present now. Hah. We were walking across the bridge and we discovered lots and lots of small kerapu fish on the concrete. Eeeeiiii!! And so, I asked Din to piggy-back me. Hah. He ended up carrying me for a few metres distance. Siann de. He was perspiring, no, he was watering like mad. That all dripped down to my smooth arms. Lol. But I mind not. Heh.
That's a small bit from the time I had with Din and brother. After all that, I went to Starbucks at Swissotel for a short while to meet Alvin. Then I was at Tan Tock Seng Hospital to visit my brother's friend who was recently involved in a very tragic car accident.
...... gtg ......
Sunday, June 3, 2007 .
06:07
Suffering from backache now thanks to playing CS for only 3 hours. Once I get in bed, yeah, it will feel like heaven. Tuh. Oh bed, I'll be there in minutes aight. Lol.
Before the game, I had a mega kinda unhealthy dinner. It started from my sis ah. Hungry, wanna eat KFC. So I called for delivery. After I hang up with that rude KFC operator, sis wants Pizza Hut. So again, the same number but different outlet of course. (The Pizza Hut operator was nice and friendly. Talked to her like as if she's a primary schoolmate or what.) In less than half-hour came the KFC's Family Feast A + Cheese Fries. They gave the cheese and mayo separately, and muah! Deliciously delicious. Then it was the large Cheese Lava Crust Seafood Pizza and sis' Chicken Royale Pasta. Can't deny, I love that spongy crust. Mmm-mmm-mmm! It was a painful (for me, but seems like not for sis) 71++ moolahs altogether. Oh yes, and the delivery riders both were cute. KFC's cuter. Lol. Very sopan lah, say Assalamua'laikum. Haha. Dah2 Azrin... Din baca nanti kang.
By the way, just now, out of boredom, I went to the bathroom, took out the scissors and began snapping at my fringe so super happily. Snip, snap, snip, snap! Next thing I know, I regretted. Me and my itchy hands. It's someway above my eyebrows now. Gosh. Don't feel like going out to meet Din and brother later. Malu lah. Haha. When I told Din about this, he used his favourite line on me: You and your clever ideas. Sheesh. Thanks eh.
Oh ya, and I was kind of paisey just now can? Cause while I was enjoying my own time with my CS, I didn't realise that my bro was watching as well. So when I killed the last enemy just now, I was shaking my bod ignorantly happily. My bro said, "Eh eh suka kau." In other words, happy oni ah. So it was kind-of-a-paisey thing ah. Okay, forget it if you don't feel me.
Now is a good time to surf Friendster, but it's 'under construction'. Sheesh.
It's coming close to 6AM already now and I'm like suppose to be at Din's house at 12 later. Haish. Don't know whether can make it or not. I'm going there just to happy2 see his mum (kinda missing her already) then me, him and the brother are going to Indoor Stadium for this Police Day Parade thing. Who else got the tickets for me if it isn't dear old Din. And guess what? He will be in full-u later! Khehehe. (I hope he's not lying.) But girls, you all should know how sachok guys look when they wear police uniform. You feelin' me? Uh-huh. I'm so gonna have to dig for that digi-cam. Now where is it~
Feel like CS-ing again ah. Shall I or shall I not? Hmm.. I'm thinking of map fy_iceworld_cs. Go go go!!! This is what happens to noob girls. But hey, I don't think I'm still a noob right? Nah. I still stink at it. Pfft.
The birds have woken up already now. You know what it means.. Sunshine will be out soon.
Saturday, June 2, 2007 .
22:42
Seeing MZ Services tag me reminds me. I was actually supposed to be at Darul Makmur Mosque (the one at Yishun) at 9AM this morning. Cause my cousin had open up a stall there as part of his community service, right? I'd kind of promised him that I would come down to help him out, but I'd MIA the whole day. Very sorry cousin. If I'm not working during these holidays, I come over your house ok? Regarding your art lah of course. Heh.
I still haven't contacted Alvin yet. Haiz... There goes an opportunity I guess.
Actually I blog just to talk about my cousin only. This entry is specially for MZBS tau. Heh.
Now I wanna go back to my CS (it's Counter-Strike for the benefit of those who don't know). Hah. Yeah, I'm crazy over CS now. Well, not really lah. But I like the game. It's super power. You all should try it know. Relieves your stress. Bleargh~ Bye!
17:47
I am so done with editing this blogskin. I'm not really your average atttude girl, but I just love the green theme, my fav color ~LIME~. But this lime color like dah basi like that. Anyway, I had a hard time finding this song cause there were like 7 others of 'Over It' songs on iwebmusic.com and I had to find the one that is sang by Katharing Mcphee and which doesn't make her voice sound like a man. Yeah, the first Over It link I'd clicked, when I listened to it, at first thought I was thinking, Oh Over It got sang by a guy one also ah, check3 it turned out to be the person who uploaded it must have recorded the song with the mic too near the speakers. And yah, if anyone of you don't like the song, just clicked Esc on your keyboard, it will make it stop playing.
My profile here on the right was kinda bitchy but who cares. I just felt like typing it that way. Just to synchronise it with the blogskin. Lol, ok no link.
So yepp, it's the holidays for the YearOnes now. Stretching for only 2 weeks though. That's short, and that's sad. And I wanna work lah. Why is it so hard for my family to let me go?? Why lah? Haiz.. Whatever their reason may be, I still think I should work. Personal reasons can? I wanna give Alvin a definite answer but I'm just afraid I would pang se him in the last minute. Alvin has a lobang for me, and I'm fine with it. My mummy, after much negotiation with me, she can't say no anymore. The problem just lies in my brothers and father. Haiz...
Sometimes, I just feel like I'm not part of the family. I am just an outsider who happens to sit at the same table as them. Watching them laughing away, from the corner of my seat. Dearest mummy the only person who actually realising my existence.
Bring me far away from this humans. And erase me from their memory, forever.
Okay, that is just so emo-tic. But FUCK!
