Authentic Beauty.

Okay, I've finally decided to really delete my previous post. And I'm irritated already now. Haizz...

Currently in classroom, waiting for the first two teams to start their debate. Do debate fun lah. Why lah our dear Gloria (Enterprise Skills facilitator) make my team the one and only to do role-play??? Sian seh. At least in debate I can shoot the opposing team like hell. Shoot, shoot, shoot! Fuh! Best can? Haizz...

The debate is quite dead. But I think Barty and Alvin are good. Jan is talking abit too much, but at least he is heating up the situation, which I don't know whether it's something good or bad. And why the hell am I acting like the faci now?! It's not that as if I can grade them right. Hah.

Aiiyah... After school there's floorball training. End at 7. And I seriously just wanna go home and sleep with my bantal usuk. :( However, I love floorball! Yeah. But, hopefully I wasn't kicked off for not coming for the past 2/3 trainings. Oops!

I want to sleeeep. I want to eeeeat. My mummy cook my favourite. Nyeargh!

And I miss Din, my new-found girlfriend. LOL. Yes, when he's not with me, he's simply my boyfriend. But if we're together, he's my girlfriend. Mmmahaha.

Eh, the debate starting to get more exciting. Wanna ciao liao. Go~

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 .

i cry easily . 02:30

I'm seriously tearing right now because I'd just read this blog entry by some friend of mine. It was on Friendster blog and it was written by a 16-year-old guy. Yes, GUY. He basically wrote about this girl whom I know really damn well. Okay. This girl is my...friend. (I'm trying not to give any hints.) She used to have this secret thing with this guy but the relationship didn't work because of complicated reasons. From the way I see it, their love story has been and still seems to be alive (to me only okay! but not for them). Although they were quite wrong at that point of time, I totally support their love affair. I don't know why. Their love story touches me easily. That's why, each time when I hear something about the both of them, my heart feel for you guys man. It's like for example, he made a song for her, the words may not sound right, but I still cried. And like now, I read his blog entry, I could straight away tell that he's talking about her (although both has already moved on). And the first few lines already made me cry, again.

Okay. So one lesson learnt about AZRIN: She cry easily when she hears or sees love stories. END

Time to change topic, my eyes are drying up now. Hah. So yah, don't tell me about your love-life k, cause I might just cry. Actually anyone of you can lah, just prepare a box of tissue for me.

Oh, I just wanna post this phrase, but before I do, take note that this is just something random yet true but it's not like as if I want it to come back to me. OK? So, here goes: "2 years ago.. A chapter of my life was opened. 11 months later, it was closed." Right, it wasn't as long as I sounded it to be, but hey, like I'd said, it's a phrase. Anyway, you can relate this to that Walk Away song.

Shit. I just realised that this entry of mine could actually cause Two Couples to have a misunderstanding because I'm talking about this Two Girls' past/old-flame. Just a reminder to this Two Girls' Boyfriends, they both love both of you respectively okay, it's just memories which is just something random, nothing to be taken seriously as like I'd said again, THEY BOTH LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU RESPECTIVELY.

You all do know right, there are bound to be times that you would just have a flashback on the person that you USED to love and adore so much. This is the time I am having. So my boyfriend, please do take note of what that should be noted. Most importantly, I Love You Baby And I Have No Other Man In My Heart, seriousshit. Heh.

Enough on this topic.

There's something else that has been ringing in my head, and I hope all you out there can advise me on this (CBox can come in useful now). Actually... Right... I was thinking... Of... Starting to ~~suck SKL~~. Heh. Can I light one now?

Saturday, May 19, 2007 .

changed! 19:00

Last Night by P.Diddy & Keyshia Cole, comes with a new blog layout and CBox skin. LOL. All just because of a song. Heh. And this song drives me crazy. I can imagine the hip-hop moves I've learnt during the Boot Camp, used for me to dance to the tune of this song. Trouble, trouble. Haha.

Yesterday afternoon was bone-breaking for me. Errr... Not really ah. Just that Jasmine & me were trying too hard to do a nice Shoulder Freeze. I managed to do it once!!!! But never again. Hah. We watched this video on Youtube, this Jap guy teaching how to do one in a very detailed manner, in Jap language. LOL. And Jas ended up doing a "new stunt" which I would call the Rabbit Smile. Cause her legs in mid-air looked like rabbit's ears, her jeans' back pockets as the eyes and her exposed skin as the mouth. Mmahahaha. Sorry girl. Can I post the pic here? >)

And last night, my RP friends, Din and myself, were at the RP's Grand Magic Show held at TRCC (The Republic Culural Centre). Some parts of it was rather lame, some was interesting, some reminds me of satan and some are just boring. And one of the magicians was Bao Long! Yup, that guy from Yishun Town Sec. I still remember, he love to show his magic tricks outside the old Yishun Town campus' gym. He and Ilhammi. Haha. After the show, we saw him at Causeway Point BK, and he remembered us! LOL. And I didn't do my RJ (Reflection Journal) for yesterday's and Wednesday's one. Shit lah. I sure get degraded one. Haizz...

Last night...

Last night...

Last night...

Things just happened too fast. I was left on my own. With no words to say. No chance given for explanation. No more things to say. All I could do was weep, and cry. What else could I say? You wouldn't wanna listen at all. Everything was my fault. I realised I couldn't understand you enough. Or maybe I don't at all. Now, I'm left with this swollen eyes. And a new hope that this relationship can keep on holding on stronger than usual.

Still undecided. I leave everything to God's hands. We can only plan, but He is the one who determines.

Like I've said, it's tough being a girl.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 .

an apology to all 13:46

sorry to all who'd tagged (i.e. ainni, rachite*, Ayn, ilyana, dayatz, shizari). as early as from 12 Apr till 4 May, i've totally neglected these people. LOL. sorry yah. been very busy lah. then when i'm free, i'm lazy to update my bloggie. now, with this new skin, new song and new CBox (soon), i shall update as often as possible okie. haha.

currently, i'm crazily bonkers over this song: Last Nite by P.Diddy & Keyshia Cole. maybe when i'm over this Walk Away song, i'll change with a new skin to go with it.

don't ask me why this Walk Away song. reminds me of a person from my past. haizz... but no, it's just memories that i'm erasing away. my heart is full and occupied with Din, no more space liao. hees. :D

anyway, today is me and my class' 1st month-iversary. in other words, i'd been schooling in this school for 1 month already. how time flies! wth. seriously, school was fun for the first 2-3 weeks. dinner after school everyday, pool/bowling every Friday nights, counter-strike at 11pm. but, not even one month yet, one by one leave. haizz... i wonder who's next? maybe me. :(

okay. enough of EMO. haha. i really can emo all of a sudden ah. but then, i never wish to be a fucking emo poser sia. bloody idiot ah these type of humans. no life ah! hahak. i pity your mums. and i simply hate the way they look at life. never wanna appreciate the people who love and care for them but always think ofthe negative stuffs. irritating bucking fitch ah! (haha. got that from ily. yes.)

and lastly, i'm very hungry now.

takoyaki~

chicken seaweed~

chicken chunk~

cup noodles~

old chang kee junks~

cheese sausage~

honey chicken~

~~~

Sunday, May 13, 2007 .

i'm proud! 00:57

muahahaha.

finally an update from The Ultimate.

LOL. so the whatever.

i know, i know.

i've been gone for too long.

hah. like as if anyone of you miss me!

anyway, right now, my location is in RP. yeah.

exact location: W1 Forum.

yeah, that place with alot of centipede one.

and the place where CIE-ans partied like pigs.

basically i'm here at this time of the night cause of the Hip Hop IG (Interest Group, that exists only in RP).

well, whattodo.

someone selected for the second round audition mah (in other words, i passed my first audition to enter this IG).

LOL. always so full of myself sey.

anyway, the this second round audition is not that simple.

it's actually an overnight boot camp where we all would be exposed to the different kinds of hip-hop style dancing, and most importantly, and most excitingly, BREAKDANCING.

yeah!

just for today itself, i'd learnt 2-3 stunts (which i have yet to master) -,-"

however it is, i'm a proud girl today.

yeah.

although i have not catch the gist of dancing B-boy / Fly-Girl style.

last of all, just to holla:

HIP HOP TO THE LOLLIPOP!!

YEAH!