one more week or so till the end of March breaks.
three crazy=siow weeks past like wind.
time has been a MAJOR factor for me.
though stressful most of the times, i'm contented with my life now.
rather than staying at home and simply rot, my lifestyle has changed.. for the better.
my seventeenth year is shaping up to be a perfect square.
[ Family ][ Love ][ Career ][ School ]
i admit that i'm missing one more thing- Friends.
well, like i've said on my intro page: MyFriends are flowers. Bloom when cared for. Wither if neglected.
i don't wanna say much about friendship, cause it hurts me each time i think about it.
i read this phrase somewhere and i agreed with it, at first: Months of friendship are better than years of love.
i grew up in secondary school believing that my girlfriends are always more important than boyfriends.
however, as we age on, i learnt that TRUE FRIENDS sees no gender.
doesn't matter if that person is a girl or a guy, but as long as he/she values you as a real friend, then that is what i will call a 'true friend'.
it saddens me when there came a day for me.
everything seems to be falling down on me.
like having a thick woolen black blanket covering my whole body, giving me no fresh air to breathe.
all of my pillars of strength have crashed down.
and all that is left was myself.
nobody knows what i was feeling, what i was going through.
texts are sent out, calling for help indirectly.
but none reply.
where were those friends who said they will be there for me?
where were they when i needed them the most?
where was the time when they said "today you've helped me, another day i'll help you"?
then i stopped asking all these but instead reflected on myself something else:
Where have i gone wrong, to the extend that my friends are actually abandoning me . . .
i'm still finding the answers to this last question.
