i feel like saying something out here.
but i'm darn sure it will hurt someone.
cause i can imagine myself feeling hurt if that person say such thing about me.
but can i just say it out?
urgh!
i feel like changing my . . .
dot dot dots.
hah!
but coming to think of it.
especially after that girl-2-girl talk i had with one my goodie fwen, Lila.
she may not know everything.
but, all that she had said does make sense.
yet, sometimes, things aren't just as wonderful as it looked like from a distance.
as one would approach closer, that's when they would realise, everything is not so perfect and cute after all.
while things may seem so fine at first, at the end of the day, there is bound to be at least one misunderstanding / miscommunication going on.
AARRGH!!
i can safely say lah for now: i'm feeling irritated!
irritated not because someone is disturbing me.
but irritated in the sense that someone has actually chosen to ignore me.
ah! malas ah nak pikirkan. uat sakit ati jek. pusing kiri je mcm nak hentam je kepale de.
URGH!
okay before i would get carried away, it's best i log off now yea.
sorry for the lousy update tonight.
i AM feeling lousy now actually.
okay enough!
ciao.
on the last note, just to let this out: why should i treat you as my everything if i am your nothing?
