Another post since I ain't that sleepy now. Hmm.. Let me think of anything random. Maybe I'll start with my life.


Now that I have a job, thought there would be some changes. But things at home remains the same. Each time I come home either from work or play, there would sure be one thing that isn't right at home. Each person, one complication at least. And of all, I pity my mum. Seriously lah. She's really very lonely and I can tell that. I'm just doing my best here to keep her accompanied. Or at least I've tried, and am still at it.


Boyfriend, I'm missing him. Simply cause he's not here tonight. And I'm still feeling bad about yesterday. I shouldn't neglected him like that. It was so wrong. I hope I don't make the same mistake again.


Classmates asked me out later afternoon. But I'm afraid to go out with them. I might just end up in the same kind of trap like the other night. Blindly meet them at Cineleisure's KBox, just to find out that each of us had to pay some amount when I have zero pennies and say, $1 in my bank. That's how I owe Matt $1,000 (not the true figure). KBox experience was good though. Especially when you get to sing your classmates' names' song, i.e. Desiree & Nikita. And have your boyfriend sing for you in front of your friends. Muackz lah!


Suddenly, I felt like writing a poem/song with the word 'Starbucks' in it. Hmm...


It was good to hang around with Laila once again.


I feel kinda sad that I can't spend as much as my friends. Including having meals, even at coffeeshops.


I'm missing a lot of people now. Just to name some who likes to tell me about their life or just anything ...
; Kak Shil for her forever complaints (I'm not complaining, just complimenting that you're unique!),
; Firdaus for his long-winded stories,
; Shasha for her crazy talk,
; Lala with her hatred attitude,
; Ijan (my brother) for his experience with life outside,
; Ayie for his relationship & politic conflicts,
; Alwiyah for her story life.
These are some of the things that I get used to doing last time, that now that they're missing, I feel somethings are amissed.


I miss my Nenek (grandmum) too, Abus (my youngest aunt), Mak Dah and Owie (my aunt and niece at Jurong), my cousin Kak Yun, all that naughty nieces and nephews of mine, Din's nieces, Din's mum, Din's dad, Din's bro, 4E4 (my sec sch class), W26Q (my RP class), my folks at CIE ... Argh! What's with me now?!


I just miss people who made marks in my life diary. But I don't miss my sec sch teachers' naggings and personal counselling at me. HAH!


Okay, I really should hit the bed now. In my bro's room tonight. Ciao~