I am so done with editing this blogskin. I'm not really your average atttude girl, but I just love the green theme, my fav color ~LIME~. But this lime color like dah basi like that. Anyway, I had a hard time finding this song cause there were like 7 others of 'Over It' songs on iwebmusic.com and I had to find the one that is sang by Katharing Mcphee and which doesn't make her voice sound like a man. Yeah, the first Over It link I'd clicked, when I listened to it, at first thought I was thinking, Oh Over It got sang by a guy one also ah, check3 it turned out to be the person who uploaded it must have recorded the song with the mic too near the speakers. And yah, if anyone of you don't like the song, just clicked Esc on your keyboard, it will make it stop playing.


My profile here on the right was kinda bitchy but who cares. I just felt like typing it that way. Just to synchronise it with the blogskin. Lol, ok no link.


So yepp, it's the holidays for the YearOnes now. Stretching for only 2 weeks though. That's short, and that's sad. And I wanna work lah. Why is it so hard for my family to let me go?? Why lah? Haiz.. Whatever their reason may be, I still think I should work. Personal reasons can? I wanna give Alvin a definite answer but I'm just afraid I would pang se him in the last minute. Alvin has a lobang for me, and I'm fine with it. My mummy, after much negotiation with me, she can't say no anymore. The problem just lies in my brothers and father. Haiz...


Sometimes, I just feel like I'm not part of the family. I am just an outsider who happens to sit at the same table as them. Watching them laughing away, from the corner of my seat. Dearest mummy the only person who actually realising my existence.


Bring me far away from this humans. And erase me from their memory, forever.


Okay, that is just so emo-tic. But FUCK!